wonder how i'm trying to type this entry and how long it took me to do this (of course, same length)compared to the normal way im doing it with my two hands. and yes, its still within my normal break skeds in the ofc.

fuck!

this pain sucks! its like my arm is being ripped apart. i could feel the wound slowly opening up. btw, i had a cyst i needed to excise and fortnuately, thanks to a boil (actually, numerous boils) that showed up, we wouldnt know that elusive lump is just right under my pits.

i had to stretch my arms like i was having my pits waxed for like 1.5 hrs. well, of course, since i'm undergoing an operation (to take that fuckin lump off my gorgeous body) i had it done anyway. well, i don't have a choice anyway?! do i?

but it felt much better now. at least with the lump gone and the tension eased, i dont have to worry much...not for long though...might come back.

wonder how it fees like to have ones testicles or boobs removed?!

guess i had a first hand experience of it already. haha!